STUBBORN
let's just say i'm a stubborn mule...or let's say i'm just practical. mas maganda pang ilagay nila ako sa lifestyle -- wag lang dun.
everybody i know whom i talked with in the industry said i'm heading for the worst place i could ever be in this business. some have empathized with me since some of them had been put in that hole. some could only sympathize. they said i should say NO.
masisira lang buhay ko. kaya nga wala daw gustong mapunta sa amin dun eh, nahaharass lang daw.
nagulo mundo ko when someone from our desk told me that my immediate boss said "yes" to the higher ups last sunday. i told him last year i don't want to move and gave him so many reasons. after i arrived from the airport last week, i called him up and reiterated my position. he told me to hold on for as long as i could.
maybe he got in a bind. or maybe he's simply letting me go.
I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE! i don't want to be a mouthpiece. i want my weekends. i want my sleep...i want a higher pay, which they won't be able to give me but they're gonna dump a lot of work on me plus i would work 6 days a week!
seems like nalalabi na ang mga araw ko.
time to update my resume.
i'm submitting my applications tomorrow and on thursday. keep your fingers crossed for me. please.
i'm turning off my cellphone from now on if that's the only way i can evade the higher ups. i'm that desperate.






gaga talaga.
and so like an enraged bull, i filed my resignation that same hour.
now i am on the prowl. fingers crossed, indeed. (Comment this)
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